One thing I know is that i need to get a new cat, I have had one for almost 10 years and I miss that sort of companionship. And I don't mean that i'm lonely, but i've always been a cat person. There is a baby picture of me riding on the back of my dad's Siamese. So I definitely have always had good bonds with cats.
I feel like I'm ready for a good serious relationship, like something that lasts the distance. I wouldn't mind being in such a relationship, however I don't if the other person can take me. I'm certainly not the easiest person to get along with. My therapist has had me keep a log on my mood, and i'm starting to see how I cycle, it's kind of creepy. Hopefully, some changes in my medication will help stabilize these moods.
I don't know if i've talked about this lately, but i've been pleasantly surprised about how mellow I am compared to how I used to be. Especially in comparison to a friend who is 3 years younger than me. I'm not sure if that is a personality difference or maturity difference. I don't know but it's like more of a zen thing. I see things happening that may not be going the way I think they are going, but I don't react anymore. Often times things are fine, even if they aren't done my way, so I see no point to intervene.
Hope all is well with everyone, LJ has been a little quiet lately.
- A couple things i've noticed